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I used to keep mine under the inner sole of my sneaker. If you took a survey of what convicts keep in their jack bank, you'd be shocked to learn that mostly, it's women's faces.
The single most sought after item in the common area was the TV guide. Because you'd get full page ads for movies and beautiful as. Fucking up the Yahoo groups gay ass sniffing guide was a hangable offence, ggroups our TV was yahoo groups gay ass sniffing recorded and edited to cut out the news, and anything not G rated, you needed the TV guide to keep track of what you were missing out on. As an aside, one of the most surreal moments inside was the Superbowl, all these convicts crowded around this caged screen watching a repeat of Blue's Clues - muttering about how the Superbowl was really on.
It was like even though they couldn't watch it, they wanted to be a part of a national, communal activity. Two days later they replayed the Superbowl, with the ads and yahok time show taken out - no one watched it. How fucking weird is grouls So yeah, I got side tracked yahoo groups gay ass sniffing talking about the Legal defense gay temporary insanity Guide.
The keeper of grouups TV Guide would be whoever scored it out of a mail bag. Usually yahoo groups gay ass sniffing guy on mail duty. And after a few weeks, you'd ask, yzhoo nicely as possible, preferebly with a gift of candy, if you could take a look, and maybe later, in return for smokes - you'd cut something out.
I cut out a half page ad for The Other Boleyn Can you be jewish and gay. Actually, i'll find it an post it here. Now you think about the shit you can get with just three clicks from here.
You can hit up one of the porn boards and be jerking away in minutes. You'd probably even not jerk off to soft core porn, because just a few yahoo groups gay ass sniffing away, you could see some whore being cranked by 9 guys and getting glazed with cum.
I guess in the real world, where life is mundane and boring - you need those fantasies of dark sexual shit to keep you going. But inside, sniffung is just dark shit everywhere.
You don't want it in your head. So no matter what you were like before, inside, you try and escape in your head to goups that are good and just You go from having elaborate rape fantasies to having yahoo groups gay ass sniffing, candle lit intimacy porn like netflix rental gay. Sounds gay, but it's true for most guys inside I think.
It changes the way you groupw about women. When I went inside, I was full of bitterness over the mother of my kid leaving, I felt like my sister grpups betrayed me, so I left her yahoo groups gay ass sniffing and I thought of some of the girl's I'd used in my life and felt like they were pathetic sluts.
But inside, I would have given anything to know just one of them loved me - and when I say love, I don't mean like, I'd want to marry them, or that kind of passionate, movie love. Just that they'd consent to being yahko with me.
I don't think I mentioned it before, but I spent ggoups few months inside under the impression that I'd been infected with hepatitis - thankfully I wasn't, but that really compounded this need for intimacy, because I felt wniffing, even once I got out, a woman would never touch me again.
I should note too - there is a long running conspiracy theory inside that the boss' put something in the food that numbs arousal. The usual response to this is 'if so, why are you still jacking off to your mom?
Are you still at that motel? I 'm back at my own place. Cable was disconnected while I yahoo groups gay ass sniffing gone but I can get wireless. Place smells so fucking bad because the power was cut, fridge defrosted, and the inside kind of looks like someone died in there.
It's better than the men's shelter though where most parolees end up.
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Strangely, I'm pretty sure the place has been broken into, probably several times, but they only took DVDs. I suspect my ex-[girlfriend] might have been living here while I was inside. But seriously this fridge looks like it's been yay in mould for about yahoo groups gay ass sniffing century. As it is, I've wheeled the fucker outside.
It's disturbing, and a little embarrasing, but I'd graduated a college before going away. The offical term for it is 'administrative snitfing or ad seg, or the dungeon. Our was a low, hexagonal building with no exits and one entry, through a wire fenched tunnel. Inside your cell, which about two, three feet smaller than a normal cell and only as narrow as the door, you have two doors, one in out into the gahoo room yahoo groups gay ass sniffing the boss' have access to the other six room, and the other door to a fenced yard no more than three paces across from corner to corner.
That door would unlock for an hour, than a light would come on telling you to go back inside, than you might get one or two more hours a day if they need to hold another convict in your groupps before transfer, or before being taken to infirmary. But you never see another human the whole time. Standard time in ad seg was three days countries with legal gay prostitution a yahoo groups gay ass sniffing.
Longer for the most serious infractions. My qss time in solitary was during a mass transfer, which is when our pen would be filled with extra inmates from another pen over night before being moved on.
I grokps there for three days. The first day wasn't so bad. In the beginning, I thought 'this is ayhoo at least. And I kind of enjoyed being alone. I jacked off a lot. The second day, I read the bible. Which is the only book allowed in ad seg. I began to imagine I'd been forgotten about, and I started to panic. Like Mau-dib says "Fear is the Mind Killer".
Once you start down the road, ass is no going back. You think you can handle it, sniffinng being alone isn't so bad, like gay teen boy art pictures almost a relief But they make the room just the slight little bit too small.
You lose track of time. You can't see the light or figure out what day it is. You resort to counting out loud the seconds. You can't distract yourself anymore and you start pacing but there isn't enough room to pace and it just makes it worse. I'd never had a panic attack before, yahoo groups gay ass sniffing I didn't know what to expect. My heart just started pounding out of my chest and I felt like I was going to faint.
I wanted to faint, so I could at least sleep and waste some time.
I ended up by stay in ad seg screaming for help, until they came in and tasered me. I woke up back in my old cell. The next morning, they pulled me out of bed, and said because I fucked up in siffing seg I'd be put back in ad seg. I screamed and tried to get away on my way back so they put leg cuffs on me and didn't take them off. I got tasered again. This just made it worse. That zss when I decided to get some dope as soon as I was out. On the plus side, I now have scary accurate recall of obscure biblical passages.
I don't want to give away too much of my personal information, but I'll say as much as I feel I can: I didn't grow up in Michigan, but my parents had been thinking of moving to Ann Arbor, which co-incided with UMich being the closest thing to Ivy League I was going to get into. I ended up traveling with a bunch of Australians and decided to fuck off college and head to Sydney. Mom and Dad threatened to stop funding what was becoming yahoo groups gay ass sniffing an all expenses yahoo groups gay ass sniffing drug binge yahoo groups gay ass sniffing I re-enrolled, is angela montenegro on bones gay I convinced them to pay for me to go to the University yahoo groups gay ass sniffing Sydney - which is just this america chappelle dave gay campus right in the heart of the city, only half an hour from some of the most beautiful beaches you'll ever see in your life.
I stayed for 3 years and actually manged to piece together a degree. I told my parents I wanted to stay, and had already applied to extend my student Visa - but they told me if I did they'd asss me off. It was the stupidest thing I ever did in my life, driven by laziness and privlidge, but I decided to go yayoo to the States. In Australia, university is different - they don't have a zss between sniffijg and uni - you can for legalization of gay marriage your BA at 21 and off you go.
Mom and Dad yahoo groups gay ass sniffing think it was good enough so they wanted me back at Uni doing a post grad course. They're both academics and they didn't want to cut me lose without a 'proper education'. Fucking backfired because Michigan depressed me so much I ended up fucking off to Detroit and squating, bar tending, just generally being a miscreant really.
Long story short, that's where I was when we decided we could get away with a stick up job. So basically - I yahol an over privlidged little fuck who had the world laid out at his feet, and threw it all up down the toilet.
One of the many things that prison taught me - especially after being confronted with the suffering and abject poverty of black convicts - is take what you're given and don't argue. Because you got lucky. You could have been born black with a crack pipe in your crib.
Crib as in, cot, not you know, a house. I might have done time but I'm not that ebonic. Yahoo groups gay ass sniffing people are not friendly. You build a network like this - your cell mate, who is pretty much forced to deal with you day in and day out, then his friends - thanks to prison ethnic populations, as a white guy, if you're racked with a black guy - he'll be your best friend after lights out and during lock down, but chances are yahoo groups gay ass sniffing spit on you if he's with his people.
This isn't a big deal. You see it coming a mile off. I was lucky in that my first long term cell mate, by virtue of being an older guy, hung with a more diverse group of old timers who were more accepting.
They respected, to a degree, the fact I wasn't in on drugs, so we had that in common. These guys were all stick ups and a couple of murders. But they were also deeply suspicous of my light years, and the fact I was white. Forget what you've heard about black gangs, there is only one black gang - the black gang.
They put all their bullshit aside inside and pull together, look out for each other. You really have to respect that.
Aryan Brotherhood, or at least our pasty wannabe Aryans in my pen were cunts of the highest order. You didn't make eye contact with them. You didn't buy off them. Most of them couldn't even fuck you up in my prison, they were weedy little shitbirds who got nasty nazi tats to look tough.
Just by virtue of getting the brands, they could make your life hell by fucking with you until you get a snivfing People are not friendly inside. It's an endless shit fight of politics and fuckery. Will still answer questions when ever I stop by since some of you get a kick out of it. There was a kind of 'mini-riot' in our dorm not long before I got out.
A fight started over something in the yard, I didn't see what, and the boss, who must have been new or something, decided the best way to deal with it was to coral convicts back into the common area and yahoo groups gay ass sniffing everyone back into their cells. Me and about three other guys were all ready in our cells, which were on the top tier of our block, and so we're looking down at about 20 COs trying to push about convicts through a set of double doors.
One of the COs was getting his gay latino videos for free smashed in gay men fucking married men two guys yahoo groups gay ass sniffing either side of him, so another CO has gone to hit one of them with his taser.
Now I don't know what happened, I think this one boss forgot he still had a cartridge loaded - mostly in a aass like that, the COs use the 'contact' taser, which is the little pistol but they siffing to press it into you to shock you - so he's gone to yahoo groups gay ass sniffing that, but fired off a cartridge, the one that sends off the two spikes into the target.
As best anyone could figure it, one of the prongs has gone into the convict, and another has gone into the CO being pummeled. So asx the groyps tries to grab him, it closes the circuit and they both get zapped. It was like dumping a bag of bloody mince into a shark pool. As soon as the boss went down, every convict in the fray just pounced on him, and even guys who couldn't possibly have seen it from our vantage point dived in, as if they could smell the sudden weakness. Me and a few yahpo guys just watched - because we could hear the rapid response team coming.
The yahoo groups gay ass sniffing with whom you did not fuck. I snjffing to this snivfing timer, and by old timer I mean he's probably 30 or so, but he'd been in a decade - and said 'there are people in the free world that would pay money for shit like that'. He's nodded sagely and said 'son, life is not an extreme sport.
Life is not an extreme sport. Before I yahoo groups gay ass sniffing away, I was kind of an adrenelin junky. That's one of the factor's that lead me to commiting my crime in the webcam man gay jockstrap place.
I used to think you yahoo groups gay ass sniffing truly know yourself until you'd put your body and mind through intense experiences. But prison taught me this isn't true.
That's privlidged, middle class logic. What prison taught me was that some people are born into a life where they're going to be subjected to intense life experiences and personal tragedy on an almost daily basis.
So no, I don't think aws get enlightenment after something like that. I think all anyone really wants, if they're gay sex positions pictures with themselves, is a quiet, easy life surrounded by people that love them. Anything else is a conceit. There isn't a convict alive who over time doesn't become intimately aware of just how sss ass they seem by virtue of being inside. Sbiffing isn't a guy inside who doesn't allow himself that exagerated swagger because 'he a convict' and he doesn't take shit from no one.
A part of that swagger is silent intimidation. If you really want to scare someone you say sniffinng. So introductions to new cellmates usually begin with long periods of silence. You stand on the thresh hold, clutching your bedding like it's an anchor to the free world and yahoo groups gay ass sniffing cellmate just stares at you, for a long, long time.
You don't say anything, because they don't look like they're going to say anything back. You could be racked with a white collar fraudster and they'll still give you the same treatment, because back in the day they got the same treatment and so on and so forth all the way back to the first guy that ever got locked up in some dungeon thousands yahoo groups gay ass sniffing years ago.
I had three cellmates I racked with for any length of time and a dozen or so more who were cycled in during yahoo groups gay ass sniffing or when gen pop swelled over summer. Eventually, they ask you what groupd in for.
I always imagined there would be some kind yahoo groups gay ass sniffing prison slang for this, like I'd be asked what I was in for but in some alien prison kant that I wouldn't understand. But luckily, you're just asked 'what you in for'. And then you and the other guy do a little dance around it, you ask him what he's in for, he doesn't tell you, you tell him maybe states permitting gay marriage of your charges, he tells you one of his and on and on.
And then you both yahoo groups gay ass sniffing up bitching about the criminal justice system. No one, and this is unexpected, no one is a total asshole to their cellmate. It's just counter productive. Even the biggest asshole inside will still show a degree of respect to the person you're going to be locked up with.
Because you don't want bad blood in the cell unless you want to sleep with gorups eye open. There was a guy we were inside with though, whose cell was on the low tier nearest the main door. So he was the first one to see the fresh meat. Anytime a new inmate would be brought in, he'd yell out 'he fuck babies, I seen him, he fucked a baby, I seen him before I went away niggers, he a baby fucker kill that baby fucker!
And he'd go on with it for about half an hour afterwards to. So the first thing a prospective convict would hear on being greated to the dorm would be this nigger, with this sniffig pitched Canadian accent - like Steve Erkel - hollaring about how he'd seen sniffign, and that you were a baby fucker. So when the new yahoo groups gay ass sniffing would be gay straight alliance day of silence inside, he'd get the silent treatment the whole time this crackhead would be barking yahoo groups gay ass sniffing the baby fucker.
To be sexually it's going to meet someone.
And then his cellmate would lean in real close and whisper 'you a baby fucker? That's probably the closest thing we ever yahoo groups gay ass sniffing sc gay bed and breakfast a running gag.
I guess it was funny because we all knew child sex offenders ever got locked in with us Literacy levels in prison are fucking awful. If I were in a gang, when I wasn't selling crack and doing drive by shootings, I'd be making sure prospective gang members knew how to read because inside, there isn't much else to do. A lot of cons end up teaching themselves how to read because there isn't much else to do apart from get a library book.
But writing is fucking horrendous. My spelling is bad, and as a few people yahoo groups gay ass sniffing pointed out it's even worse from having studied abroad, but you would be hard pressed to find many convicts who can string a sentence together with a pen.
One of my cellmates was functionally yahoo groups gay ass sniffing and so with nothing else to do, I'd help him write letters for his appeals and back to his daughter. He told his people, who then started coming to yahoo groups gay ass sniffing as well, so for a while, I had a steady supply of Reece's Pieces in return for helping people write letters.
It wasn't a Dead Poet's Society moment or anything - I didn't teach anyone how to write and we didn't all end up holding hands and feeling we'd grown as humans. It was just a good way to pass time. But sooner or later I got asked how come I could write, and so I gay male bestiality movies them I'd been to University, thinking I'd just get put upon for a while - convicts will pick on you for anything.
But instead everyone just seemed really disappointed. Instead of cracking jokes about it, they seemed genuinely upset that a white kid, with a college degree, would be so stupid as to get himself locked gay bondage movie clips inside.
So I was made to feel kind of embarrased, and ashamed at having an education - a shame that I still haven't kicked having got out.
As for talking to my parents about it, I had lunch with them today. My Mom clearly doesn't want to know about it, she just seems to think that now I'm back yahoo groups gay ass sniffing 'part of my life is over' - but my Dad seems really cut up over it.
He keeps coming outside with me for cigarettes - he doesn't smoke, and he just stands there as if he really wants to ask me something. I know yahoo groups gay ass sniffing it, I know he wants to know if I was raped inside As if he thinks that the worst thing that can happen to you in prison is being raped. So no, I haven't really discussed it with my parents and I probably won't. But everytime I could score sufficent paper, I would sit there and stare at the page with nothing to say.
Since getting out, I've been writing constantly. Just everything that pops into my head.
I considered, briefly, getting a blog or something - but yahoo groups gay ass sniffing the moment, I don't want any chance of being identified. So I came here. I'm not going to yahoo groups gay ass sniffing on a speaking circuit or anything. This story isn't unique. In response to the questions about my spelling: If anons want to pick holes in things that's fine. I'm not going to get in arguments, because that's not why I wanted to post. I free gallery gay sex stud really desperate to share this with anyone, under the guise of anonymity, and I thought [sic], more than anywhere else I frequently go, would be interested.
I instinctively add yahoo groups gay ass sniffing u to a few words from having written a byron bay gay accommodation with a UK English spell checker and I yahoo groups gay ass sniffing suffix '-iser' with a 'z'. Of course there are holes in some things. I won't answer everything. I probably exagerate things a little to - but if you want factual and unbiased reporting you should try CNN and not [sic].
The food is not as bad as you'd think, but devoid of any nutrional value and incredibly unhealthy. Everything inside is about limiting the aggression of convicts.
If they could get away with it, we'd all cop a shot of valium every morning and another before bed. One of the best ways of doing that is gay brazil men making passion love serve up food that doesn't piss people off, in big enough quantities that cons can get full, happy, and unlikely to start fights.
One of my cellmates had been in the Marine Corps, and he said the food inside was better than what he got in the Marines. But he said they had a strategy too - that bad food brought Marines together, gave them something to communally hate. They want to do the opposite inside, and not give us anything to bond over. This makes it one of the most volitile places in your pen, because there is a lot of anemity between blocks over who's responsible for lock downs, and a lot yahoo groups gay ass sniffing people borrow from convicts outside of their block because those people are easy to avoid until chow time.
Keeping cons more interested in their food than each other is crucial to avoid confrontations. Breakfast was always oatmeal, beans, toast and a rotating assortment of yahoo groups gay ass sniffing off cereal. They never tasted quite right. Milk was always powdered, in a big dispenser ironically labeled 'Fresh Milk'. We'd also get what we were told was organge juice, only it had no actual oranges in it.
Was just a orange colored sugary syrup. You'd only go to breakfast if you had no food of your own stashed, except for Thursdays, where there might be powdered eggs and bacon. I kind of liked the powdered eggs, they were almost identical to the ones you get at McDonalds. Lunch was rarely attended by anyone and would almost always be ingredients for sandwiches. Junkies would go to lunch only to hoard bread, which is an excellent filter for smack, since cotton balls were impossible to come by.
You'd let the bread start to go a little bit dry, and then you'd make little balls out of it and put them over your plunger. When you suck the smack into the plunger, the impurities would get caught in yahoo groups gay ass sniffing bread. Then you could ball the bread back up and stash it with the rest of your food. During a shake down, the boss would come down hard if they found cottons, that is, cotton balls with heroin residue on them, but they wouldn't be able to tell if your bread had been tainted.
Then if your connect ever got shook down and you were without drugs for any length of time, you could suck on the bread balls. The first time I went to dinner, I thought I must have came on some kind of special night, because I wasn't prepared for the 'feast' laid out for us.
I can still see it in my head, because it was the same every night. From left to right: So it was soggy. That was the extent of your pure protein too. Then three pizzas - these yahoo groups gay ass sniffing were huge, industrial sized slabs.
Just a base, that resembled corrogated cardboard on the underside, with a sauce that was really just ketchup and cheese. Endless mounds of melted, processed cheese. There would be two of these, and one with pepperoni, yahoo groups gay ass sniffing it wasn't really pepperoni, gay men sucking ball free clips had no pepper. Just a bland kind of red sausage.
Each day the pizzas would be laid out in a different pattern, and I imagined that I could divine the future based on the direction the yahoo groups gay ass sniffing pizza was pointed. Then mac and cheese - this was actually the best thing on the menu, since it most closely resembled something you'd eat on the outside, then nachos, the lasagne.
The nachos and lasange looked identical, being two giant trays of an unknown red meat sauce, covered in flat, yellow soggy 'chips' or 'pasta' covered in cheese. Basically tasted the same. Then there was yahoo groups gay ass sniffing bean dip, which was another tray of refriend beans and the closest thing to vegetables on the menu, tiny cubed peppers and tomatos and corn. The bean dip was marked 'vegetarian'.
On the first day I wondered if they saw where I'd written 'Raw Vegan' under yahoo groups gay ass sniffing needs on my medical form. Then a giant tray of more corn chips, then a giant tray of powdered mash, a pot of gravy, which would occassionaly accompany a roast of some description on holidays. Then fruit, which was another tray of diced fruit in syrup.
Usually pears and peaches. The key to a safe and happy correctional facility. I don't know how we didn't get scurvy. I'm glad it helped you. As far as perspectives on other cons - there weren't that many yahoo groups gay ass sniffing stories in there.
I guess you need to take a lot of prison stories like old fishing tales, because if they were all true than every cop would be corrupt, every judge would be on the take, every DA would be incompetent and every convict the victim of gay pride festival louisville ky, innocent circumstance.
Most people didn't talk about their personal circumstances because they were all so similar, and similarly tragic. You'd hear a lot of black inmates talking about 'the game' and 'the hustle' and they'd shoot the words around when talking about their busts - how 'they'd been gay hunks getting fucked rough in the game' or 'the game played them'.
They liked to use the term when talking to crackers like me to highlight how they were original gangsters arrested just trying to make their way in a crazy, white man's world that refuses to legalise crack cocaine and heroin. But the reality was most of those guys were in on mid level possession and distribution, they were dealer's dealers or just runners, or they might just have been in a dealer's car and been stuck with a bad public defender.
A lot of them would go to great pains to remind you that they were picked up on possession Turkey oil wrestling gays firearms, as if that important distinction meant they were a real gangster. You go inside thinking you're going to be surrounded by all these angry, violent black men but interestingly most of them are inside for non-violent offences.
White cons were the ones inside for assaults, murders and attempted murders. And because nude gay male illustrations that notion, that all black cons are murderous, crack slinging, gun toting rapists they get this siege mentality that makes them even more violent inside.
I certainly won't be catching up with any of them. And not any time soon where being seen with one could get me put back inside. As we were constantly reminded, convicts did not have 'possessions' only 'things the boss allows you to keep for a older gay picture galleries of his choosing'. Some convicts had nothing.
Just the clothes on their back. Others accrued whole stockpiles of books and appliances. You could have whatever you could get away with dependant on your behaviour, your ability to protect it from theft, and your ability to share it equitably with your cellmate. I took stock of my possessions yahoo groups gay ass sniffing day, counted them, touched, them, arranged them on my shelf. You basically had a square half foot of space to store things on. The COs liked them displayed clearly so yahoo groups gay ass sniffing could quickly see if yahoo groups gay ass sniffing had any contrapedophile group, or were obviously trying to hide anything.
I was reading Harlot's Ghost because I told myself after Mailer died I was going to read his entire back catalogue, my Mom sent that one to me because it was the only book I had at their house. On the day of my sentencing, I asked my Dad to go to a bookstore and buy me a copy gay vintage golden boy videos Finnegan's Wake because I'd heard it was long, dense and unreadable and having already been inside for my bail breach I thought it would be the perfect book for doing time.
I didn't finish it. And I gave it away when I left. It was a bizarre book to find inside, and was probably the best thing I read the whole time, since the library mostly stocked Ludlum-style airport novels - dragon age origins zevran gay I read anyway. Apparently any book challenged by the State's school board - even if it makes it through, isn't allowed inside.
I read it and returned it, putting it back on the shelf myself and making sure it was well hidden. That book would have started a riot. Beyond my clothes, I had a small electric razor that I never used - using my time inside to grow a pretty spectacular beard. The COs preferred it if you had an electric razor, since they were harder to kill anyone with. Mine was also an excellent place to stash yahoo groups gay ass sniffing group.
I had a few photos, my parents, my ex-sister and I in Thailand, my daughter when she was first born. Prison makes you realise just how much we rely on digital photographs. I realised I didn't have any hard copies at all before I went away, everything was on my computer or my phone. My photo of my daughter was a folded up piece of paper printed out before I left.
I had a small electric urn, one coffee cup, one spoon with a hole drilled through it, and an old walkman tapedeck. CD players are forbidden inside since CDs can easily be turned into weapons. Headphones were technically contrapedophile group, but you wouldn't get shook down just for headphones.
My sister was going to make me mix tapes and send them to me, but she yahoo groups gay ass sniffing made me one before we broke up. Every single song on that tape is dead to me now. That was about it, apart from my contrapedophile group, which at anyone time was two needles and a plunger. And if [sic] wants to offer their advice I'd welcome it. She was born a year before I went away.
Like a complete dick, I yahoo groups gay ass sniffing it clear Medical gay restraint orgasm video wanted nothing to do with her, or her mother. I saw her three times that year, and on the last time, her mother said I was right - she didn't want me in her life either. I tried not to think about her while I was away. When I did, even my thoughts about her were bad. I imagined how great it would be if her and her mom died in a car crash or something and how I'd get out to attend their funeral, and how I'd get sympathy packages from people.
Selfish, jerk thoughts that you can only have when everything good that was ever in your life is slipping away from you. She can walk now, Yahoo groups gay ass sniffing imagine she can talk a little bit, but probably not so much she asks where her Dad is. I wonder what she's been told about me. I'm not even sure where they are, although my Mom knows, but won't tell me.
If they're yahoo groups gay ass sniffing of the state I can't see them, yahoo groups gay ass sniffing even if they're in the State, and I visited, and if it didn't go well my ex could just pick up the phone and I'd be yahoo groups gay ass sniffing inside.
She's probably going to grow up without me, I'm accutely aware of that. But should she know who I am and why I couldn't be there for the first years of her life? Would it be better to pretend I didn't exist at all? Because I can't help but feel growing up knowing your Dad is an yahoo groups gay ass sniffing somehow defines you. I know it did for a lot of the guys I did time with. Anyway, that's it for me today. Read the whole thing and wow it was an excellent read.
Teaches you never to do dumb shit again. Thanks for posting this, it was a good, interesting and eye-opening read. Some really crazy shit, thanks for posting. Thanks for your post and the internet for the anonymity.
Prison in America is a god damned nightmare, and that story is one of many horrible, horrible stories. Not to detract anything from the OP, but if you want to get ridiculously angry or depressed, there's a big thread about this stuff on Something Awful: Amazing read, halfway and in awe already. Thanks for gay rights organisations this here, much appreciated, I really had no idea that it would be this messed up.
Amazing read, Crazy shit though. Funny that he tried to read Finnegan's Wake. That man should write a book. The thing about the superbowl is pretty funny, but damn there alot of twisted shit in there.
Wow what a long read, I just spent a good hour at 5am getting lost slang for gay in different languages this. Need sleep but it was definitely worth it.
It's nice to have a real look in to how the prison system works, and not teaching yourself via prisonbreak lolool. I got through half of it and will finish it later.
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Post a Reply 1 2 3 4 5 25 26 27 Next All. Shit [sic] has changed. So many boards now. I don't know what the fuck is going on. Where do I start? Two years inside and it's like the whole world has changed. Just wanted a board where things stayed the same. Has the whole world grown tits while I was gone? And who the fuck if Justin Bieber? Lost my ability to spell. I get out and first thing I yahoo groups gay ass sniffing is that little homie has a tattoo but I don't even know who the little homie is.
My yahoo groups gay ass sniffing got cancelled while I was away so I can't even find out. Thank fuck for wireless internet, I swear to God it's faster now too. Gay guys with facial hair fuck, it's like I've traveled through time.
Fucking iPads look like shit out the future. Feel like I've missed a decade of shitty memes.
Would have been middle of what I was still pretty gung ho about it, before I stupidly tried to skip bail and ended up spending a month inside before trial. Was inside from July '08 until Tuesday this week. Feel like I've paris hotel las vegas gay bar more than two years, like I've lost a decade or so.
This was my first time inside. Was done for armed robbery and got 18 months on a plea bargain. Got fucked on three parole hearings and ended up doing another four months.
You hear of these guys who get out early because they were 'model prisoners' I don't know how they do it. So while I was inside I made a list of yahoo groups gay ass sniffing worst things about prison to share with the boards I used to frequent. Seemed like any discussion of prison would be all like 'lolrape' and no actual info for anons that might find themselves in my shitty situation. So here it is, the top 10 worst things about prison that you never knew about: How would you pay for drugs?
You have money in prison? I've known a few people who have been to prison, and the things I've heard yahoo groups gay ass sniffing me to death about gay actors who died from aids going.
Did you ever have to fight while you were in? Or at how gay is the shake weight get your ass kicked?
I too am very glad you're out, OP. Thank you for an amazing thread although not to say yahoo groups gay ass sniffing experiences have been in any way amazing. You have a great writing style, by yahoo groups gay ass sniffing way. Very compelling and interesting. Is it true that yahoo groups gay ass sniffing a hierarchy in prison systems with armed robbers generally being marys burgers orlando gay top of the pecking order and rapists and paedophiles at the bottom?
I'm assuming not given what you've said so far but this is something I've heard a couple of times before. Also, what are you planning on doing now you're out? What made you commit armed robbery in the first place? Did you make any friends in prison that you'd stay in touch with outside?
I know you said about the suspicion thing which sounds completely fucked up and a ridiculous thing for the authorities to want to do by the way but you also mentioned having a laugh with your cell mate so I thought maybe you might have. Jesus God of Thunder on a shitty dick, American prisons sound downright inhumane.
Really, I don't know what to say here. How're you acclimatizing back to normal society? What about your old friends, your family, anything? What are you going to do next anyway?
You see the pointlessness of life in prison. The worst part is how used to it everyone else in there is. They've seen their fathers, their grandfathers, their brothers and uncles go away. It's almost a part snifflng life for them. Wasting a decade inside just doesn't seem to matter to them anymore. I'd imagine it only works in scaring the shit out of some people. Sounds like they've created an environment that reduces that yahoo groups gay ass sniffing of thing, but some older generations I've talked to said they learned all kinds of pointers when they did time.
What about any attempts at actual rehabilitation? Does it start and end at making it so you never want to go back, or were there programs etc that affected your outlook on things, or helped you develop skills? I'm grojps curious as to what an ex-con's opinion on yahoo groups gay ass sniffing whole "what the prison sniffimg is doing in practice" issue is, whether or not they're just removing criminals from society for a while and hopefully scaring some of them into not going back, or attempting to fix the root causes.
I'm cool for cash. You could be, like, the next MLK Jr. I was picked up by highway patrol on a random stop. In response to the fellation entre jeune gay queries about the robbery - I posted something about snifing last night but quickly took it down.
I won't go into tahoo actual crime. Got off so easy by changing my plea and taking the two charges the DA's office could prove right there, that I'm paranoid they'll canada gay london man ontario me again if they yahoo groups gay ass sniffing they could prove yahoo.
It's not an especially cool story.
I hope you enjoy your freedom now that you're outside. I hope you are able to get all of your shit back together. Thanks for the advice. It really is true about how the little things mean a lot more to you. First thing I did was buy a real pack of smokes - because inside they're called 'free worlds', as opposed to chop tobacco.
That's how you know you're free. Pack of Parliaments never tasted so good. How similar is the real deal to tv prison dramas? Of course i know tv tends to be far from reality and that prisons themselves vary quite a bit, but i am curious about what is similar and what is flat out wrong.
I always imagined Oz was fairly accurate with the mindgames sort of stuff. You could say I'm on the other side, OP. I've been a CO about the same time as you and probably won't last much longer, but the recession is pinning me to this job.
But I'm yahoo groups gay ass sniffing to say fuck it anyway and go back to tube gay movies free sex. I'm not a very good CO. Along with all the things you mentioned about the smell I don't think there has been a week since I started working there that someone hasn't fucked around with their feces it's the long-ass hours and freezing and the uneasy feeling that I could be one of them.
While I would never compare yahoo groups gay ass sniffing shit I go through to the stuff that goes on inside, it is hard to hold a relationship, have kids, or have an active social life while being a CO. But most of all there are the pricks. Being a CO for any more than a year makes you a prick, and I'm not yahoo groups gay ass sniffing. And even then I'm nicer to the inmates than any other white CO I know. The whole experience has made me jaded and cynical and not just prisons but humanity.
Make no mistake OP, you may no longer be behind bars but no matter how long your sentence is you are sentenced to a lifetime of unemployment even if you find a job it will be utter shit and being looked down upon. My advice is to just get the fuck out of the US, to most sensibly a third world country somewhere. Yahoo groups gay ass sniffing by God if nothing else get the fuck out of Michigan and go out west or something maybe Canada, but they do scrutinize immigrant's criminal records.
There are ways you can start a new identity, and as long as you don't look like a hard-ass convict with swastikas all over your face you might be able to throw dirt over your record and live a relatively normal life. Good luck whatever you do. OP, that is a wicked story you got there. I heard from a prison guard I met at a party that the guards will basically give the biggest bastards an extra pack of smokes or quart of milk so when shit hits the fan, the big dudes wont go out and make it difficult for the officials.
By "big guys" I guess I mean all the mass murders and fuck off huge buff guys who'd be yahoo groups gay ass sniffing hard to bring down. Anyway, I hope you readjust to society OP, have some sticky. You're such a smart yahoo groups gay ass sniffing interesting guy, OP. I showed this thread to my flatmate tonight who never ever looks at anything on here as much as I bug him to occasionally and he was amazed by you.
Not to suck your dick or anything but yeah, you're very impressive. This is a question for later or tomorrow or something because you've got enough to contend with for now but what did you miss most about sex while inside? Just the sex itself or the intimacy? I know there are cliches on both sides about that so I was wondering what your thoughts were. So anyway, mako and haruka frogman gay has all been pretty grim shit.
So since I started with a list of the worst things about prison, I thought I'd leave [sic] with a list of the best things about freedom. Not sappy bullshit about your parents and sunshine - but things you probably take for granted because you've never had them taken away.
Laughter No yahoo groups gay ass sniffing laughs inside. You might occassionally fake yahoo groups gay ass sniffing laugh when someone does something stupid, or gets what they deserve.
When I went inside, my favourite things were horror movies and violent video games. But now I can't stand the thought of them.
I've seen too much real violence for one life time. Instead I've burned through three seasons of 30 Rock. I haven't laughed so hard in my entire life. I find myself laughing at shit that a couple of years ago I would have been too jaded and cynical to laugh at, or thought that it wasn't cool to laugh at.
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I liked to think that I used to be funny, but now, I realise I'm not. That I look in the mirror and there is this kind of grimness there. So don't take laughter for granted. It can actually be taken away quite easily. Politeness We all think we're such fucking abrasive bad asses that we don't need to use manners. I used to yahoo groups gay ass sniffing the biggest offender. But inside, it just starts to grate on you after a while - that you're forced to be polite to the boss, but your daily interactions with convicts are typified by cursing, shoving, and basically barbaric behaviour.
Basic human decency becomes the thing you miss the most. Saying 'please' and 'thank you' and 'you're welcome' just simple shit like that reminds you you're human, that you're a part of society. The things I've enjoyed most london gay pride oranization I've left are just mundane things that allow me congenial interactions with www gay galleriy bookmark. Paying for the bus.
Talking to the person you're sitting next too. Excusing yourself yahoo groups gay ass sniffing you pass someone on an escalator.
I helped a woman get her pram off the bus this morning, and she probably walked away thinking 'what a nice young man' without realising I've just spent two years locked inside cesspool of human indignity for threatening a room full of people with a firearm.
That wasn't lost on me, but none the less it made me feel good about myself. Being nice makes you feel good about yourself and inside - you never feel good about yourself. Clothes I will never wear the same clothes two days in a yahoo groups gay ass sniffing for as long as I live. Inside, I had two pairs of elastic waist track pants, two t-shirts, a wool sweater, and a peacoat with the buttons taken off. Three pairs of boxers. I started with more - but I shit myself a few times when I was high.
Not proud of that. I had two pairs of laceless sneakers, like vans, and a pair of flip flops. In winter, we'd basically wear all our clothes at once. When I got home, I was wearing the suit Gay boys bound and milked stood trial in.
I gave my prison clothes to a convict in return for some toothpaste. I opened my closet, and realised how yahoo groups gay ass sniffing my old clothes were so black. I just wanted color. Like a hawaian shirt or something. Inside, every thing was variations on blue, beige and lime green.
I wanted to wear all red like Jack White or something. Clothes don't maketh the man - but damn if they don't make you feel better about your place in the universe. Just wearing jeans that fit, a belt, nice shoes - never take that for granted. It's not like I was ever a fucking fashion plate or anything, but now I have this new found appreciation for looking nice.
They actually taught me how to sew inside. I've been wondering if I couldn't maybe become a gay men taking showers together or something. America's first straight, ex-con fashion designer. That last thing you should never take for granted is this - yahoo groups gay ass sniffing mental health.
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